You and me we have no faces they don't see us anymore without love that they had promised and no faith for what's in store.

I honestly could have never even expected how hard it really is. Responsibilities and wants I can't fulfill no matter how hard i try.

The stresses of life are tearing me down, bit by bit my heart is breaking and the only light I see is Tegan. While that should be enough I am only human and I'm not going to say that I never feel like giving up and if I knew how to maybe I would.

Tegan is so cute downing some gingerbread tea with milk makes me feel all cozy, but while I'm making husband and baby tea I'm thirsty as fuck cause I don't like tea (no matter how much I try) and I accidentally wasted the last bit of Pepsi by mixing it with baileys liqueur the bailey's automatically turned into a solid and while it still tasted good I couldn't handle drinking baileys curds eew.

Anyway I'm in serious need of happy thoughts this week and lately they are so hard to come by.:(.